Monday, May 9th, 2005
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10:33 am
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Hellogoodbye
ยป Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
The wilted flowers that i gave
Were not as nice as your bouqet
All the lyrics that i wrote
Not as smart as the words he spoke
The starlight above my hometown
Aint as bright as the star ive found
Every drawing that i drew
Was never ever as cute as you
Serious as a heart attack
Im looking in my almanac
Ive gotta find out all the things
And find out where she got her wings
Shimmy shimmy quarter turn
I feel like i will never learn
How can i check lost and found
When im too busy getting down
Gotta get it back to
A back up plan to find you
Start acceleration
Take it back to square one
I swear im not kidding
Were just looking to fit in
With all the other answers
To questions never confirmed
States that keep us far apart
Turn down the beating of my heart
Mark the places in my book
With photographs we never took
I swear im not kidding
The night time is so pretty
With all the stars above your eyes
Im sneaking out and making ties
States that keep us far apart
Track the beating with a chart
Mark the rythyms that i shook
Everytime i caught you look
***How fucking amazing are they? very. that's how.***
HEAD AUTOMATICA TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: hellogoodbye
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Thursday, May 5th, 2005
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8:32 am - ?????????????????????????????????
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what the fuuuuck ?? myspace is being so ridiculously gay right now i like my hair.
current mood:  aggravated
current music: acceptance
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Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
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10:32 am
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hm....wonder showzen is ridiculous.
meeting new people=fun.
extra fun if they're hawt. ahahahaha i keed.
I OOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHN THE DAM TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!
DARYL PREPARE FOR RAPAGE
current mood:  full
current music: true life...i have a friend with benefits.....
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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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8:52 am - OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOOOOOOOOWD
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COME COME COME COME COME...I'M GOING!!!TO SEE!!!! DARYL!!!!
may 10th at bowery ballroom.....
A Static Lullaby, ACCEPTANCE,HEAD AUTOMATICA<<<<333333 & vendetta red
i'm so excited i'm falling over all over the place
doors at 6:30................take the n or the r to prince st & walk 5 blocks east and then make either a right or left onto delancey.........14$ in advance ..........16$ at the door.
DESTINY IF YOU READ THIS YOU BETTER COME!!!! call me-19178875278- X]
current mood:  anxious
current music: klstrjho;y oashglkajgoaweutrohgyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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Friday, April 15th, 2005
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10:21 am
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We can cap the old times make playing only logical harm
We can top the old lines clay-making that nothing else will change.
But she can read, she can read, she can read, she can read, she's bad
Oh, she's bad
It's different now that I'm poor and aging, I'll never see this face again
You go stabbing yourself in the neck
It's different now that I'm poor and aging, and I'll never see this place again
And you go stabbing yourself in the neck
We can find new ways of living make playing only logical harm
And we can top the old times, clay-making that nothing else will change.
But she can read, she can read, she can read, she can read, she's bad
Oh, she's bad
[Chorus]
It's in the way that she posed.
It's in the things that she puts in my hair.
Her stories are boring and stuff.
She's always calling my bluff.
She puts the weights into my little heart,
And she gets in my room and she takes it apart.
She puts the weights into my little heart,
I said she puts the weights into my little heart.
She packs it away
It's in the way that she walks
Her heaven is never enough
She puts the weights in my heart
She puts, oh she puts the weights into my little heart.
current mood: excited
current music: guess
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Thursday, April 14th, 2005
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5:09 pm - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
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YESTERDAY:
- work
- music mayhem
- keith
- keith
- keith
- kissing? [yes]
- keith? [yup]
aaaaaaaaaaahehehehehehehehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
it was so cute. the crappy concert thingy finished...but oh man Near Forever were SO good. that little singer kid is so adorable. like a little Geoff Rickley <3.
so anywhay....concert done...check. plans for later...un-check.
vivian was so fucking annoying. me and keith wanted to hang out solamente...and she's all like..."hey you guys wanna come to fun station?!?!" but it was the kind of asking where she was obviously telling us to GO either way. and keith has a car so she wanted him to give her a ride....
tard
so uhh...yea...then me and keith ditched....her. obviously...
and we're in his car.
my mom wanted me to meet her up at the McDonalds on victory...so we had to cut our night short and he drove me up there. we had like 20 mins to kill so we head over to Tic Tac deli...i was getting a soda...and taking out my money @ the counter...and the gentleman that he is, sneaks out a 5er and pays for us both. [ he's a vanilla coke type...valuable? maybe not. cute? heck yes]
then we were cold much so we went to Tony's & he ordered a slice...asks me if i want anything...2wice...and i said no shanks. now we're down to a good 10 mins. before mom-age.
so at the pizzeria, waiting for his slice...he's telling me a mojo simpsons...monkey story. in the middle/climaxy part...my phone rings...it's mom....tony yells...it's his slice...so i had to go and his pizza wuz ready,like.
THANK GOD FOR MINI VANS. [ mom didn't kno keith was driving me up. vivian was my "ride" ]so where my mom was parked...there was her car...a mini van...and me and a very tall boy. who is visible ... duh.
i wasn't expecting a kiss...i predicted a hug. i got both. hah. it only lasted for like 6.5 seconds, but previews are the little things that count.
now there has to be a next time...because he still has to finish telling me his "simpsons story" ::wink wink:: <<<<<<<<<3333333333
i love hot swim team men. and mini vans
current mood:  <---smitten
current music: cursive-the great decay
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Monday, April 11th, 2005
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10:10 am - bitching
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billy joe still has ugly teeth.
my stomachs talking.
my feet hurt.
i fucking hate death of a salesman.
i wanna make out.
current mood:  bored-[duh.]
current music: arcade fire
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Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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12:21 pm - cute boys on buses
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so i'm on the 79 yest going home for like...an hour before i have to leave for work, and i'm dozing off.
then i feel this thud in front of me. and this really cute ordinary looking boy is sitting diagonal from me. i think nothing of it and continue listening to my amazing cd which i will keep hidden for the sake of all you un-phil collins fans...
anywho, so he keeps turning around to make eye contact with me...and then wusses out and turns towards the front.
he got up once to ask the bus driver man a question, and then sat down TWO seats in front of me...got up...and sat one seat in front of me again.
but we didn't talk and now i'll never see him again.
i can't flirt. it's sad kinda.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOH. and then in my psych class!!!!!!!!!!
this boy gave me Sin City and told me he worked at blockbuster and kept making me giggle. cute as well but he's nameless to me. which sucks. and the blockbuster is like around my block, like. i'm good.
but the crackerjack left early and now i have to wait till next sat.
damn.
ahaha friday was so much fun. i butt fucked chaz and rachael and i got the most awesome bagels . we ate them with nacho chips and grape soda. i love brooklyn bagels. i was gonna get this sweet belt buckle, but then decided against it. i get paid alot next week so i'll just post pone the hotness.
i bought an awesome necklace tho. it cost me like 11$ but well worth it. it's a thick plastic pearl necklace with lime green pearls. i love it. it's fake as hell but so lovely.
i got the keiser chiefs cd for free. i heart promos. it's awesome. i like the first song. "each day i love you less and less"& "Na na na naa" or something.
i'm happy. i hope this lasts. tomm might be awesome.
supposed to hang out with keith after class. hope that happens.
DAMN. not knowing this guys name pisses me off. i feel like a bitch.
work. adios.
current mood: chipper
current music: keiser chiefs
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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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11:50 am - keith+lickage
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i got licked. not fun. i think i'm pregnant.
current mood:  shocked
current music: hopesfall-A types
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Sunday, March 27th, 2005
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12:04 pm - brandtson?
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they rock much
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ok...let's see
-bought stuff yesterday
-prolly have like negative 900 dollars in the bank
-bought:
+skanky pink slip dress
+green/blue slip dress from victorias secret
+both of which are hotNESS and look amazing over pants
+easter shit
+underwear
+new glasses
+green nailpolish
i miss the easter's i had when i was like 8.
my mom used to hide candy in plastic eggs all over our bklyn apartment which was like, the size of my current kitchen.
i used to find the eggs with candy and eat em right away. i'd even look inbetween the couch cushions coz i was a heffer. i'd completely disregard all the eggs that had like 9cents in them. i'd shake em first. if they were dull sounding...it was candy. if they jangled...it was pennies and nickels.
haha. i would always get sent czechoslovakian barbie dolls. which can now be found at any budget section in your local Toys R Us.
i really want a chinchilla. i think they're so friggin adorable. my dog kinda looks like one...but duh he's a dog. gosh.
my butt is so sore. i went to the gym yesterday for like 2 hours. amazing. i had to wait a fizzin hour+1/2 just to get ON the fucking treadmill.
ran for half an hour. the rest was just abs and legs and stuff.
shows on...
current mood:  contemplative
current music: J.E.W.
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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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12:22 pm - yesterday.
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ok.
what is wrong with me?!?!
...---- told me that he still likes me...and it was just so in the moment...and the day was so much fun...that i said something i completely did NOT mean, and didn't know why i said it.
i'm leading someone on...and it's making me feel terrible.
it's been done to me once and it hurt alot and made me feel so stupid.
like, our day was awesome. we painted easter eggs, and i made them cool and gave mine a combover[don't ask]...and then we made bracelets out of cute bright beads and ate peanut butter and nutella sandwiches. it was just FUN.
and i haven't had FUN with a boy in ages. Friendly. it was a friendly atmosphere and we laughed and i called him an asshole alot and we took pictures.
he told me i was the sweetest girl he's ever met. and that i was the best girlfriend he ever had. but i'm so confused with all the other rumors being spread around between him and this other girl. i know for a fact that they both liked each other...regardless of how much they both deny it.
and i don't know if he's just telling me these things because i just happen to be the girl he's hanging out with that day. i feel like we never went out and i did him a favor...?
by giving him "permission" to date me??? i don't know. i'm so fucking confused.
i really like joe. i hope things work out, coz lately they're not x[
current mood:  guilty
current music: cursive<3
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
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11:09 am
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lmfao that pic of ray cracks me the fuck up<<<3333
update....update....hmm...
went swimming yesterday. chaz tried bribing me with donuts!!!!
did it work?...nuh UUUH.
took the bus home with chaz rae and alex...good times. we saw the sickest couple ever. a 7 year age difference is sick to me. NOT cool chica...very not cool.
i have lab today. the photosynthesuckass one. it's gonna be sooper long and sooper hard.
not looking forward today. not at all.
something for rockets are fucking amazing. my friend joe<3 asked me to come with him on the 2nd to go see em. <<<333 can't wait.
they were at sxsw...or is it swsx? i don't rem. all i kno is the bravery played too. grr.
i can't wait to wear my skirts!!!!!!!!!
come ON summer be here allready.
or else i'm gonna get fat
again.
ahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahah
current mood: happy
current music: somethingforrockets:might as well
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Sunday, March 20th, 2005
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4:32 pm
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yest. was so much fun.
i love my pants.
current mood:  high
current music: howie day
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Friday, March 18th, 2005
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2:03 pm - nice outside?? durrf
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i heart sunshine!!!
oh man. i am leaving.
goin out for a runs xD
ahaha primetime glick is great.
he thought he was in heaven...coz there were donuts...but then...hitler comes out of NOWHERE...and he's all like...get in my ass
and yeah.
i'm gonna close my mouth now.
you don't need more noise in your life<333
p.s.- sucks. wanted to make it out. definitely some better shows coming up. preferably in the city. oh well.
current mood:  it's so fucking NICE out
current music: ima robot
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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11:36 am - i love this song. the lyrics were without a doubt jacked from my "diary" ::cough::
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Armor For Sleep
Remember To Feel Real
so here's the truth
you were right all along
you were never my friends
i was living a lie
but i wont fall for it next time
you figured me out
like a leaf in the wind
i try to find who i am
but wind up lost in the end
sometimes its hard to know whats real when your not
cause you know i change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me
but i'm sick of trying so hard
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
everyday i'm just making my rounds
just digging a hole 6 feet underground
sometimes its hard to know whats real when your not
cause you know i change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me
but i'm sick of trying so hard
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
nothings here for me
nothings here for me
nothings here for me
but you
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
i'd wait it out for you!
i'd wait it out for you!
chris was so right. this whole cd is fucking top dollar quality amazing holy buddah jaw droppingly good.
yes.
this might sound vain...but i fucking ♥love♥ my outfit today. minus the greenblue/white head wrap thing i have which i now dub as tacky considering i'm a- not irish...and b- it's san.patrick's day.
..which means leprechauns vagina.
current mood:  this.song.is.me.this.song=mex[
current music: ARMOR bitches<<<<<<<<<333333333
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Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
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11:32 am - bio
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I AM FAILING MY BIO 170/LAB CLASS
i seriously don't deserve too. i wanna learn about cool shit that i'm actually interested in pursuing as a career. like medical and physiological aspects of the body.
NOT CARBON BONDS motherFUCK
current mood: pissed off
current music: fuck music. i wanna pass bioooo
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Sunday, March 13th, 2005
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7:48 pm - butt check
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hola guuuuuuuuyyyyyyyssssssss!!!!!!!!!!
man . i am having so so so so so so much fun. and guess what?!?!? i'm having so much fun lately...that even not having a boy isn't bothering me.
isn't that amazingness?
hahaa so yest...i went to class in the morning, awesome. i love psych so much. left a weeee bit early to catch the 62.
once on the 62.. i freak out coz i never went to bklyn THAT way before. so i called rae 'n she's like, just ask the bus driver.
thanks rachael...don't hurt yourself
haha. so i just followed people who i knew lived in bklyn to the 53.
felt all 007 it was great.
GOT to bklyn..in like .. no joke 20 mins. IT TAKES ME LONGER TO GET TO MY FUCKING COLLEGE AND I TOTALLY LIVE IN THE SAME BOROUGH WTF?!?!
done ranting...
smoked hookah with alex and rae. haha i had awesome arabic powers and made it work. the charcoal wasn't hot enuff to keep the smoke puffing...so i held a lighter up to it while alex took pulls...and then he loved me for the idea and held it while i took some.
haha he got the tobacco molasses shit in his mouth LMFAO it came up through the pipe???haha somehow...but it was funny as hell.
rae woosied out. xp
I BOUGHT MY GREAT BLUE/WHITE A.D.I.D.A.S. VEST!!!
i'm so proud of myself. it's seriously the most awesome article of clothing i currently have..aside from my shoes...but holy crap do i love that vest.
Miami Glow from Jenlopez smells so amazing. so so so so so so amazingly amazingly summery that i wanna drink it for fucks sake.
next buy? definitely<3<3<3<3
i want interpol to adopt me
holy fuck is furgey hot. the video for hey mama...woooooooh hottnesssss <3<3<3
current mood: nostalgic
current music: jack johnson
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Friday, March 11th, 2005
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11:57 am - woo
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so...
i'm gonna start again.
i have this awesome idea...i want abs.
they're kinda there already from swimming...but that's not enough. i want a body like the chick from the black eyed peas. furgey...fergy...whatever she's hot...and old.
so now i have something to pre-occupy my time with instead of worrying about stupid shit like boys and school and home and ugh.
i have a plan and i've been following for almost 2 weeks...
crunches in the morning before school...and at night...with either and hour of laps or a 1/2 hour running in between.
so far it's been laps...it's laps today. i can't wait. i feel so good.
i wish everything was this easy ::shrug::
p.s.- i will rock the hottest bikini everrrr<3
summer...come come come come come come.
current mood: sweat baby sweat
current music: hot hot heat-lost in cairo
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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7:26 pm - picture goodness!!!
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for all of you who know me well...
i am completely computer retarted
so if you wanna see some AWESOME pics...go to my friends page. the user name is "chazisyourlover" and he took these awesome pics. heart him mucho
yeup. new friends are great..catching up with old ones is even betterx]
watched team america for the first time today during my break with Gil.
i thought it'd suck...but i was almost at puke point i was laughing so hard.
i think i'm a pussy...or a dick. i'm prolly an asshole at certain points...but def a pussy at most.
haha. go see it, you'll know what i mean.
i'm making pizza !!!! and it's NOT DIGIORNO...it's some other rip off the big D-journo. it's like..fershutto or some crap. smells g-OH-OH-dee
i really can't wait for the incredibles to come out on dvd. ::jumps::
dammit. wanna write more but can't. i just wanna dedicate ONE entry about something i really need to vent but it's simply impossible. too revealing xgrrr
hugsandsmoochesxoxox
current mood: teeeeeeeee hehe
current music: trick daddy wankstas
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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12:22 pm - boomboom lemme hear you say wayoooooooooh
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NILLA COOKIES SHOULD REPLACE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!
no interesting update today. i have work at 5...if anyone want's to "pop" in, i'll be thurr.
motormouth is the dumbest shit ever.
nothings on tv. laundry time.
let's get it perculatin<3
current mood:  busy
current music: bad VH1 on tv
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